My Darkened Heart

from The Beauty of Chaos by Aetherevm

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lyrics

Through the void of a dead heart
My consciousness tries to find
A reason why to breathe
A reason why to live.
When everything I've built suddenly collapses
Leaving me sunk in nothingness
Into the deepest darkness

What can you expect of me?
If my entire life has lost its sense
My hope has been defeated
And no one can grasp my pain
Cause only you really knew me
Really know me

I'm still awaking with hope of someday
Finding myself to heal my darkened heart

I feel how I lose my senses
And all my strength
Just disappears
Can you feel it?
These screams inside of me
Tear apart my soul and my breath
Can you hear it?

I'm still awaking with hope of someday
Finding myself to heal my darkened heart

Why, why can't I take control?
Why can't I stop the feel this pain?
Why does nobody answer?
I even asked God
Is this the punishment that I deserve?
But apparently God is not here

I'm still awaking with hope of someday
Finding myself to heal my darkened heart
(Where is the light? Where is God?
Tell me why you don't let me die!
If you gave me this darkened)

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from The Beauty of Chaos, track released April 27, 2020
All music and lyrics by Aetherevm.
Produced by Samuel Becerra and Aetherevm.
Engineered, mixed and mastered by Samuel Becerra January through August 2019.

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Aetherevm is a Melodic Death Metal Band from Guadalajara, Jalisco - México.

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